| i'm pretty sure i speak for both of us when i say that i have never been more confused in my entire life. ever. i would also like to point out that we should be secret agents. because honestly, we rock. one last thing: we will figure this out. we will. no matter how long it takes, this mystery will haunt us. you can erase the blogs, but the memories remain. the more time that passes, the easier it becomes to win. i'm sure that if anyone were to read this (well, come on, no one does anyway) they'd be so confused. but hell, what do i care anymore? it's so damn hot, i must go swim. peace. Renee |
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Are you a good witch or a bad witch?
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
| ok wow. i haven't done this in awhile. (i think the last time i posted by myself, i said the same thing. lol.) but really, i seriously haven't done this in awhile!! well to start off.... i wanna talk about our acting real quick. (shocker???) well, recently, we went through a really hard period where we honestly believed that this may never happen. it really seemed.... well, IMPOSSIBLE. i mean, we really explored a lot of our options and what we really truly want out of life, and... things were not looking up, to say the least. we have been lacking support from other people than ourselves. its been hard. but, we've made it this far. i'm sure we can keep going and be just fine. it'd still be nice though. but just last night, at around 2 in the morning, we had a really good talk... and i think we may have a better handle on things now. i think we got this. (: so, today, one of my good friends got a hold of me to tell me that shes engaged. AHH!! i can't believe it. shes always been a little wild... and guess what?! shes known the guy for 3 weeks. but hey, i'm not one to judge. i'm not in her relationship. i don't know how both of them honestly feel about each other. if she really believes he's the one... then by all means go for it! its just... crazy. 3 weeks. by the third day she had already given him a hand job. ok, i know they say that your friends reflect on who you are... and they do. she never used to be like this. we used to be thick as theives. but then we stopped talking for about 2 years... and now. this is who she is. lol. but when its just me and her, shes her old self. she just... sometimes does dumb things. but i guess i'm gonna be in the wedding?! (dear lord) on a completely lighter note, i have recently diagnosed myself with circulation problems. EVERY night, i will wake up MULTIPLE times and find MULTIPLE body parts asleep. its starting to become BEYOND annoying. i mean, this is every freaking night!!! i will wake up and have to wake up my hands or my feet or my back, or any combination of those. i mean, is that a good thing? to have your body parts fall asleep so much? and its while i'm asleep, so i have no idea how long they've been asleep for. i don't think thats a good sign. lol. and guess what?! last night my LIP fell asleep. i mean... MY DAMN LIP. my bottom lip. i woke up and i couldn't feel my lip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm pretty sure thats not supposed to happen. lol. ok, thats all for now folks. (: xoxo Regina! ps. miss you. : / |
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
i hate making titles
haha i love how we changed the background back. i guess we can never let go of the past. oh well, time goes on, ready or not.
omg. guess what me and rina freaking did. we dyed our hair. BLACK. omg. i mean this is just like...BAM. i mean if you had asked me a week ago if i was going to dye my hair, i would've been like um, hellllll no. but, here i am. haha. the problem is that we used the demi-permanant crap, so that means that it like washes out in the shower. soooo we're like petrified to take a freaking shower!! we have problems. like intense, completely insane, problems. :)
so, recently we've been getting close with our aunt. and she's completely successful and rich and all that stuff. and we've been helping her get some things done for money, and with the promise that she's going to come on trips with us to places all over the country, and eventually, the world. she has a million and four pictures from her life, and we were sorting them for her, and she was telling us all about her life. then we come to find that she was an AWESOME chick. i mean she was a partier and she married right out of high school and accidently got pregnant, and then of course her and her husband broke up before the kid was even a year and so she had to support her kid and she went to college and eventually married our uncle (who she completely adores) and she's totally successful. like i never would have expected that from her, it's amazing. she said she had so much fun, and she wants us to experience life and everything as well. she wants us to be more outgoing and to just have fun! i really look forward to spending more time with her cause she really is like becoming a sort of mentor to us and it's really awesome!
we might be posting some pictures of our most recent venture to the country. we went to the same places as last time (though without climbing the tree because it was just FREEZING). and it's incredible how that place can seem to change so much, and yet, it will always be there.
till next time-
Ray
omg. guess what me and rina freaking did. we dyed our hair. BLACK. omg. i mean this is just like...BAM. i mean if you had asked me a week ago if i was going to dye my hair, i would've been like um, hellllll no. but, here i am. haha. the problem is that we used the demi-permanant crap, so that means that it like washes out in the shower. soooo we're like petrified to take a freaking shower!! we have problems. like intense, completely insane, problems. :)
so, recently we've been getting close with our aunt. and she's completely successful and rich and all that stuff. and we've been helping her get some things done for money, and with the promise that she's going to come on trips with us to places all over the country, and eventually, the world. she has a million and four pictures from her life, and we were sorting them for her, and she was telling us all about her life. then we come to find that she was an AWESOME chick. i mean she was a partier and she married right out of high school and accidently got pregnant, and then of course her and her husband broke up before the kid was even a year and so she had to support her kid and she went to college and eventually married our uncle (who she completely adores) and she's totally successful. like i never would have expected that from her, it's amazing. she said she had so much fun, and she wants us to experience life and everything as well. she wants us to be more outgoing and to just have fun! i really look forward to spending more time with her cause she really is like becoming a sort of mentor to us and it's really awesome!
we might be posting some pictures of our most recent venture to the country. we went to the same places as last time (though without climbing the tree because it was just FREEZING). and it's incredible how that place can seem to change so much, and yet, it will always be there.
till next time-
Ray
Thursday, January 1, 2009
wow it's kinda funny how we still have this even though no one even looks at it. pretty amusing and yet pretty sad. haha.
things are the same as usual....we're on break at the moment. oh that reminds me: IT'S 2009!!! wow. another year gone....it's incredible how quickly time goes by. and of course we have to have a new years revolution. ours is pretty good if i do say so myself. we want to take more chances. take control of fate. be able to look back on this year and think: damn. look at us go. we want to make changes and become stronger and independent. of course this is way easier said than done, and most new years resolutions don't really work out. because most people just want to lose weight, they work at it for about a week, and then give up when they don't see the results they want. so let's not call this a new years resolution, let's call this....a life style change. a new beginning. a new life. a new us.
and since no one reads this, there is no one to bore about the fact that everytime we post we are likely to bring up the one we lost. the one that we will never forget. we looked at some of our old posts and comments today...wow i mean i am just at a loss for what to say. you told us never to doubt you. that you always thought about us and never forgot about us those times that you left before. was it true? any of it? we need to know. we need you to know that we need to know. we won't forget. no matter how long you're gone. even if it's forever. we will always wonder about you. about what it was that made you leave. you changed us. you encouraged us. you made us who we are today. we need you to know that. we need you to come back. i don't want to beg...but really at this point i feel as though i could get on my knees and just scream for you to come back to us. i'm sorry about before when we left for a month or whatever. i'm not sure if that's what the problem was but...whatever it was...we're sorry. i am sorry that after you left i freaked out...but i needed to get out what i was feeling. please...if you read this and feel nothing and want nothing to do with us and have basically nothing to say...then i guess....just leave it at that. and if that's how it is...try and remember. think back. remember the very beginning...up until the very end....remember how it was? the way we depended on eachother? please. just...give us something. we need answers. we need to know that you cared. we need to know that it was real.
time's a funny thing...has it really been seven months......
R&R
things are the same as usual....we're on break at the moment. oh that reminds me: IT'S 2009!!! wow. another year gone....it's incredible how quickly time goes by. and of course we have to have a new years revolution. ours is pretty good if i do say so myself. we want to take more chances. take control of fate. be able to look back on this year and think: damn. look at us go. we want to make changes and become stronger and independent. of course this is way easier said than done, and most new years resolutions don't really work out. because most people just want to lose weight, they work at it for about a week, and then give up when they don't see the results they want. so let's not call this a new years resolution, let's call this....a life style change. a new beginning. a new life. a new us.
and since no one reads this, there is no one to bore about the fact that everytime we post we are likely to bring up the one we lost. the one that we will never forget. we looked at some of our old posts and comments today...wow i mean i am just at a loss for what to say. you told us never to doubt you. that you always thought about us and never forgot about us those times that you left before. was it true? any of it? we need to know. we need you to know that we need to know. we won't forget. no matter how long you're gone. even if it's forever. we will always wonder about you. about what it was that made you leave. you changed us. you encouraged us. you made us who we are today. we need you to know that. we need you to come back. i don't want to beg...but really at this point i feel as though i could get on my knees and just scream for you to come back to us. i'm sorry about before when we left for a month or whatever. i'm not sure if that's what the problem was but...whatever it was...we're sorry. i am sorry that after you left i freaked out...but i needed to get out what i was feeling. please...if you read this and feel nothing and want nothing to do with us and have basically nothing to say...then i guess....just leave it at that. and if that's how it is...try and remember. think back. remember the very beginning...up until the very end....remember how it was? the way we depended on eachother? please. just...give us something. we need answers. we need to know that you cared. we need to know that it was real.
time's a funny thing...has it really been seven months......
R&R
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